Whenever I see you

Whenever I see you, something inside me breaks. I am looking at someone I love, someone I still want, someone who meant everything to me, but someone I cannot have. And that feeling is devastating. It is horrible. It hurts in a way I cannot even explain. Just seeing you reminds me of everything I lost, everything I still feel, and everything I can no longer have. Ooooooooooooh, it hurts.